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[Explaining
the contrast between Self and worldly existence]
As
Faust, the Doctor, longed for widest range
Of
knowledge, power and of glory great,
Surpassing
known limits of human ken
And
sold the soul for exchange world's treasures,
So
mortal wealth summons the mortgaging
Of
Spirit calm and inward unbeheld.
The
learned Faust sat up visaging things
And
wondered at the joys that power grants,
To
possess which became his passion's peak.
When
mind's intent on what it craves and broods
Becomes
the master, objects assume life.
There,
then, the gangs of all that one renounced
On
poverty's account do rise and speak
In
all the sweetness thought can fathom e'r.
The
love consciousness pours on its contents
Builds
up the bridge across to outer forms,
And
ushers in the vista Faust awaits.
A
darkened shape clothed in the worst of dreads
Presented
itself as the lord of gifts,
To
chagrin first of Faust and his horror
Whom,
then, he quoth, "Who art thou standest here?,"
"I
am thy wish, the granter of all boons,
Ask
now thy loves, thy greeds, thy joys, thy hopes,
In
one instant thou wilt thy askings find
At
once here and now in abundance."
Faust
quailed in glee at omni-powers chance,
When
that the awesome form did quickly quip
And
said, "But thou shalt also give returned
Something,
though that be paltry in quantum
To
what I rain on thee as royalty."
Faust
thought awhile and pondered what he had
To
in return exchange for what he got
From
Daimon dark who offered all the world
To
Faust with all its colour, sound and joy.
"Why
thinkest thou, thou hast thyself thy soul.
Give
it to me, and all the glories take."
So
quoth the Dark One to the chagrin Faust's
For
knew he not if there was soul at all,
And
if it is, where is it's habitat.
Musing
again in thought if soul there is,
Faust
offered it, if it was there at all,
For
lost he none in losing soul for world,
Which
lay unfolded in its variety,
As
thousand heavens rolled up in one's palm.
"Take
it, then, from me, whatever worth it is,
Thou
sayest 'Give,' and I ask you to take,
For
I see it not, this thing soul you call;
Have
it from me, if thou canst see it here."
The
Genie laughed and waved his magic wand,
A
cracking creak tore up the standing Faust,
Who
felt he lived in Death's promising land,
Where
"not to be" is glory's enthronement
And
"not-oneself" is oneself's achievement,
Where
objects shine as Faust's own dear heart,
Whose
heart departed planting itself "out,"
As
hills would break and rend themselves to dust,
As
peaks to splinters get reduced at once,
As
earth's bowels their boiling flames vomit
To
make an end of solids into gas,
As
oceans lap up their own mass in glut,
As
all creation swallowed its own flesh,
And
danced in glee o'er that repast of self.
What
happened none can envision or speak.
If
Death paraded as the King of kings
By
drinking life and blowing up all light
In
deep darkness of loss of sense and mind
That
great marathon speed of void's plenum
Would
scarcely touch what Faust experienced then.
When
Self to not-self transformed ensouls life,
Midnight
does shine as blazing solar heat,
Movement
forward is form of retrograde,
The
right as left and left as right becomes,
The
high is low and lowest is highest,
To
be in others is to be in Self!
Such
is the fate of one who runs to things,
To
what Consciousness sights as "another,"
Lo,
mark, and then beware of what is wealth, --
The
not-self is it, -- Self is what thou art.
Poetical
Writings
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